nothing
5:43 p.m. & 2005-12-27

it's just like nothing matters anymore... i'm walking alone... the world is pushing down on me... but i just dont care. it doesnt faze me at all. i'm ignoring life, ignoring pain, ignoring everything that used to be me. i feel nothing, and i like it. it's so much easier... and if i do start to feel again... it will come out... i will go back to my old ways, thats all there is... nothing else is good enough... but for now, i'm just...

numb

wrecked and jealous

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~*LOVES*~ music, poetry, writing, hiding, acting, singing, dancing, not feeling pain, fun, pretending, cheering, being with friends, staying away from family, talking, taking back sunday, chinese food, nicholas kranz, natural beauty, not being judged, i think thats enough for now... ~*HATES*~ stuck up ppl, mexican food, vodka, popups, slow computers, most pop music, being fat, not having privacy, when ppl think they know me, being judged, rumors, gossip, fake and/or shallow ppl, commercials that are on over 50 times a day, basketball,running, having colds, that should be good...